This could be the last this bloggin crap

Because this and other good days should have been hand written in a journal!  I just discovered something that no matter how much others told me, I just couldn't believe.  This Happens!  This being depression over life changes.  People do it.  I want everyone to know, you can get over it.  I have the strongest belief now, and I AM NOT CURED...by no means, but the beauty of it is I realized something today....

I am worthy of having fun!

 I say this next one in a whisper, just in case it isn't true, but I believe tonight that,

If you truly spiritually ask for a teacher, the teacher will come. 

and in its own time.

AND THIS I AM SCREAMING

Going to a party tonight!