Funny thing about depression and illness. If you don't cure your depression your illness will most likely get worse. Illness causes depression and depression causes illness. I think they are tied so closely you can't tell the two apart.
I did my detox bath and I am back to bed recovering from it.
I have always enjoyed long hot baths. I thought it would be a breeze, the best part of my new Chinese herb therapy. I did my first one, and learned I needed to take precautions to not pass out in the bathtub. Today I had hot tea (recommended) two bottle's of water one with a bunch of b vitamins and a wonderful drink my daughter introduced me to which has probiotics which I NEED and other enzymes. It is truly delicious. I made it 25 minutes this time. I start feeling my heart beat slowly but booming, I have sweat rolling off the top of my head, my face burns, it just doesn't make since to me. I drank everything I had in 20 minutes and had to suffer through my last five minutes before giving up.
What did Dr. Chi put in this? I am going to research each one of the ingredients It cost 10 dollars a bath and is suggested we do it once a day. Dr. Chi must be a rich man!
It also brings out emotions and leads to understanding if that makes since.
I feel some people are afraid to be around me. Trying to make connections to get something from my previous employer was very difficult. I sent e-mails, made calls and nothing happens. It is as if I had the "crazy person" decease and they fear catching it. Doesn't fair too well for me that I walked out on them due to my "crazy person breakdown"
Good thing is I am getting closer to living my life for an audience of one. I know I will take all my new knowledge, my new interests, and me being in tune with my emotions and not trying to please anyone but myself, my life will be fabulous.
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