Ever wake up feeling like your life is insignificant? This is where I am this morning, it must the depression. I am feeling this way, I don't matter to myself or others. I don't have the fight today. Stomach burning, thoughts void of joy.
The physical part of depression may be the reason our mental capacities are limited? I am doubtful of myself today. Do I have what it takes to beat this? Do I even care if I do?
Who is in your corner....just you are. When you have depression, can you even count on yourself? I haven't mailed the letter to my mother. Need a good therapist. Seek and you shall find. I guess I will be seeking today.
I am seeking: Money to pay bills, relief from physical pain, the will to go on another day. That is all I can wrap my head around today. and i cry.
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